My brain on anxiety.

This morning, Ian missed the litter box by a whole apartment and peed on my bed, with me still in it. I couldn’t sleep. Stared at my ceiling, anxious because of the enormous amount of SHIT filling up my brain and there’s no way anxiety will give dreaming any space. Trust me I know my [...]

Realistic Resolutions

Eating disorder, OCD, anxiety, panic disorder, depression. For YEARS I have let these voices, fears, and nervousness plan my day, what I eat, how much I sleep, my relationships, my health, my happiness. I've decided to challenge myself this year and set a few realistic goals to gain back control of my life. Get a [...]

Pinky Promise.

  Dear Body, I want to apologise for how I've treated you. I'm sorry for thinking you're not good enough. I'm sorry for starving you. I'm sorry I let my mind play tricks. I'm sorry for causing you physical pain.  I'm sorry I don't see the beauty other's see. I'm told you're beautiful. I'm sorry [...]