excuse me, may i use your restroom?

Hello! No, I haven't forgotten about you. I've been busy... I think? Am I the only one that feels like there's an imaginary laundry list of necessary "things" to get done before you can get to the actual list of "things" you wrote down in your planner yesterday? Do I really have so much to [...]

Realistic Resolutions

Eating disorder, OCD, anxiety, panic disorder, depression. For YEARS I have let these voices, fears, and nervousness plan my day, what I eat, how much I sleep, my relationships, my health, my happiness. I've decided to challenge myself this year and set a few realistic goals to gain back control of my life. Get a [...]

Pinky Promise.

  Dear Body, I want to apologise for how I've treated you. I'm sorry for thinking you're not good enough. I'm sorry for starving you. I'm sorry I let my mind play tricks. I'm sorry for causing you physical pain.  I'm sorry I don't see the beauty other's see. I'm told you're beautiful. I'm sorry [...]

Life without an ED?

Recovery - A return to a normal state of health, mind, or strength.  What is normal? I've forgotten the feeling. It's no secret that recovery scares me, but why?  People recover everyday. People want to recover. It's been ten years now Morgan, can't you just get better already? I don't know? The hardest part right now [...]

Let It Go!

I came across a quote my old roomie wrote down for me. "One of the most courageous decisions you'll ever make is to finally let go of what is hurting your heart and soul."-Brigitte Nicole. I wish letting go of anything was easy, but it's not. This quote doesn't just apply to my disorder either. [...]