The majority of my posts have been written about the progress I have been making, but with progress comes setbacks and I had a major setback this past Friday. Bulimarexia is both anorexia and bulimia and I have come a very long way from the bulimia part of this disorder, but with this blog comes truth and the truth is, I relapsed. There is no one or anything to blame but myself. I was in a moment of unexplained sadness and that voice I’ve come to control took over. The difference in this setback though was the action I took immediately after and that was to tell Cody about it. I knew that if I didn’t reach out to someone I could easily fall back into my bad habits. I did beat myself up afterwords for becoming weak and allowing this to happen again, but I also told myself good job. Good job for realizing, good job for reaching out, good job for taking back control. This blog also allows for me to not only reach out to one person, but to anyone who reads it. Thank you! ❤ellachristmas1

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