So much change has happened these past few days that it’s hazing my ability to write. My blog is about my disorder but as of right now my mind is consumed by something else. Writing is my escape, but I have stared at my computer screen multiple times this week Image may contain: 1 person, standing and indoorwith nothing. I can’t focus on anything else but what is. I am for once without words and only feel the need to write because I have failed when I said I would try and blog every other day. My emotions will never make their presence unknown and always be front and center. I can try and relate this to food for the sake of my blog by saying that feeling like this only makes this disorder harder to control, and yes, it very much does. I am just taking a moment to figure out personal relationships and continue to maintain the progression I’ve made without falling backwards. I wish everyone a Merry Christmahanakwanzika! (Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa) ❤