12-21-2017 Writer’s block.

So much change has happened these past few days that it’s hazing my ability to write. My blog is about my disorder but as of right now my mind is consumed by something else. Writing is my escape, but I have stared at my computer screen multiple times this week Image may contain: 1 person, standing and indoorwith nothing. I can’t focus on anything else but what is. I am for once without words and only feel the need to write because I have failed when I said I would try and blog every other day. My emotions will never make their presence unknown and always be front and center. I can try and relate this to food for the sake of my blog by saying that feeling like this only makes this disorder harder to control, and yes, it very much does. I am just taking a moment to figure out personal relationships and continue to maintain the progression I’ve made without falling backwards. I wish everyone a Merry Christmahanakwanzika! (Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa) ❤

4 thoughts on “12-21-2017 Writer’s block.

  1. I love you sister and everyday is a struggle with my disease from the time I wake up til the time I go to sleep. My anxiety makes life some days feel unmanageable and honestly I want to run and numb it and hide. Just know I’m always just a phone call away I know our struggles are different but they are similar in ways. I love you….i try to make myself say every morning how thankful I am to wake up even when im not and every night I go to sleep regardless of how bad my day was and anxiety that I’m thankful I made it another day. Some days idk how the fuck I get through them but somehow I am which in all honesty shocks me. I still have a lot to work on and I know I’ll struggle with it the rest of my life but knowing at the end of each day that I won bc I didn’t give in is a pretty amazing feeling. Take it one day at a time and know with good days will come bad days. I love you! Hang in there!


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