To anyone reading, whether  you are my family, friends, a stranger struggling with the same disorder or not, I want to clear up a few things. Yes, in the ten years I have been battling this I have hit some low points. I have lost control over my eating disorder before and it’s a struggle everyday to not let that happen again. I don’t want people reading my words and worrying that I am not okay, because I am. I’ve grown into it and am finally older and a little wiser when it comes to taking care of my body but the chemical imbalance will always be there, at least for now. I am just trying to be a voice for people like me. It’s scary putting yourself on the internet for everyone to see, but It’s helping me tremendously being able to finally speak. Have a great weekend and thanks for reading! 🙂